Inside Out

FUCK THE SONNET

my feelings are searing

the walls of my brain

if he knew what you did

that you planned it all

without him
every year he was there
every year invited

he would be heartbroken
that you excluded him
he's been excluded
all his life

you know I love him

more than myself

and even with normal

i need patience

to keep my feet on the floor

but this has broken me

my feelings for you

which were once Gardenias blooming

are now bulrushes

in the fall

spent and blowing

away on the wind