Undone

I said,
I'm tired of being angry
all of the time.
I have been angry
for my whole life.

She said,
That's a good idea for
you could use some
focus and direction,
some self control.

I said,
If I lose my temper
(as in forsaking it)
and my raging thoughts,
I don't know who I'll become.

She said,
You should try it for fun.
You will undo a lot
and become most definitely
undone,
a universe dispelled, forgotten.

I said,
Maybe that's why I hang on.
There's always a foe if you look hard enough.

She said,
It's time to look for a friend.